Challenges, Changes, and Trolls

There are so many things going on in my life right now, and I really just need an outlet. I miss my mom. Everyday for the last week and a half something happens, and I just want to call my mom and talk for a while, or go down and just get a nice big hug. I've gotten so used to depending on her, that I am finding it a difficult transition now that she needs to depend on me. And at the same time, I just want her to know she can lean on me.
 I'm finding that these years of my life are a serious time of transition. One day I was just a teen, moving out of my parents house for the first time, with everything ahead of me. Life was a new exciting adventure. Then it's like I rolled out of bed the next day, and BAM, here I am, coming up on twenty-two, just now figuring out what I want to do with my life, no longer a wide eyed teen, but a full grown woman with a failed marriage and a string of other failures behind me. Some nights, nights like tonight, I feel older than I really am. Tonight I'd really love to just call my mom and hear her voice, always so able to reassure me, and soothe me.
 But since I can't, I try to remind myself of what my mom would say to me. She'd tell me to count my blessings. I have a family I love more than anything, who I know will support me. I don't have many friends, but the ones I do have are ones I know I can always count on. My boyfriend has been my closest friend since I moved out on my own, and I love him so much. I have a new job, and I'm finally getting a chance to do what I love: Act. I have so much to look forward. I just have to keep reminding myself of these things.

As for the other half of this blog....Trolls. GOOD GRIEF, why are there so many trolls? People I will never understand are the ones who have nothing better to do than try and get under someone else's skin. Stirring up drama, trying to get attention with their antics. I mean really? You shouldn't go to someone with a life crisis situation just to turn around and act like they're the ones being creepers. What's the point in dramatically deleting an account just to create a new one AND reactivate the one you went through and deleted??
It's insane behavior. And I am insane to think there will ever be different results to that kind of madness.
 So from now on I'm not going to waste my time. I have too much going on in my life to bother with trolls and their drama.